Compliment

I'm loving the prettiness
It's not a sexual thing
You look amazing
Thank you :)

With him, I learned to take a compliment as it is.
A mental exercise that I've been working so hard and still working on it.

Happy Father's Day!

Today we celebrate Father’s Day in **. Happy Father’s Day to the amazing man & dad. *Daughter* is very lucky to have a cool dad like you. ♥
Thank you 
That means so much 
Only message I got

Cramps, Craving and Cuddle

How was your day 
a combination of cramps and craving
how are you?
Craving what? 
Want me to rub your belly? 
yes, please.
rub my belly while you cuddle me.
Your wish is my command

Camping Trip!

Waterfall, campfire,  star gazing, followed by late night convo by the campfire. I fell asleep to that pleasant sound of water as it moves along in the river.

One of the best thing that I've done for this year, other than surviving.

Notes

... Missed you today
... Library wasn't the same

Well; them male surely function differently.
They will come out with something when you least expect them to say anything at all.

Progress

My body clock is still adjusting.

I still have this uneasy feeling.
My stomach ache and I have this pain in my chest like every time I was thinking about something that makes me sad.

Yes.

But above all. I force myself to read.
100 more pages to go before I complete the whole book.

This is my small victory fighting against the demon in my head and heart.

How?

The hardest thing about ending this trip is to bid goodbye.
I will not be able to say anything.
All I could give is just that long hug.

Hoping that we could see each other again.

Smile

...Thank you for making me smile

The best compliment one could ever get.

Vacation.

Let me set this straight.

I'm writing this entry in particular for my own reference in the future.

When things are bad at home, you might as well enjoy life and go out instead.

Find a "vacation" in every thing that you do, even if it's only a "trip" to the field.
Barefooted and you could feel the greens underneath.

For now, I'll enjoy every drop of water from that Irish rain.

Dinner at 7 tonight.

I hope that'll be a break that I can treasure.

First of the year.

After 10 years, the tonsilitis is back.
I wish it never come,  though.

But having said that. let's remark this as the first sickness for 2019.

lol.

Oh!

My pixie cut is growing!
I can now braid it.

Not bad eh?

If you can feel the pain of growing them pixie, you may roll your eyes now.