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They are fighting again.
I wish I could shut them both.

By them I’m referring to my head and my heart.

I’m feeling super lonely and so down that I miss a company but at the same time I’m avoiding any contact from almost everyone.

Why can’t I be normal?

With 8-5 job day in and day out. Dress up all pretty from head to toe. Looking forward to weekends and annual leaves so that I can pretend that I’m having such a great life, a good career.  

As if I’m not a failure.